Call her and ask her.....
Hmmz @ that concept...That made me feel like I was in HS all over again....Why would I call another female and ask her what's up with you two ?! R U Serious ?! nah this is not happening....There are 2 things I am positive of about myself #1 I am light skinned and #2 I am an asshole oh and #3 I am a woman...lmfao...TJ ya actin different...am I really ?! I dun think I am...the people around me dun think so....in fact I am actin more like myself than I have been lately..FEELS SO GOOD...ugh @ that song cant get out of my head...what ever happened to Davina ?! *mind wanders*
Men....I dun get em.....well I do I think I get em a lil 2 good which is y when they TRY to BS me I feel like they are insultin my intelligence.....I think I know what u mean better than U do most of the time....call it a character flaw...I call it being NICE. Seriously, in 1 breath someone can tell me I am not like other femmes...I am this and I am that and that SAME someone will tell me I NEVER listen only hear what I want...wouldnt that make me like other femmes then ?! *thinkin* do u even know me ?! This is life and I am only given 1 so do I A. Get stressed so others can be happy or 2. Live it up and die with a smile on my face...I choose option #B... #B ?! imma leave that alone.....so umm I been WAITING for this phone call.... I feel like I am livin a countdown.... 2 days til he gives in.... he calls we talk I hear it in his voice but he wont give in...I dun even play dirty no fun in that...I would like him to believe he has it under control but u know how I do...when I get to the point that I'VE had enuff the dirt will surface ....lmfao...its cute for now...actually brings a smile to my face....maybe I am a lil to forward sometimes...so I am chillin...I know what I can and cant have...thats a good enuff feelin of satisfaction for me...I got off my kick of really wantin this dude (diff dude..pay attn..lol) or likin him in THAT way....I realized I like just talkin to him....like bein around him just like him as a person as a friend...I like that feeling...new friendship the type thats not tainted or ugly yet...the type that is like u know he appreciates u as much as u him and he doesnt call u just to tell u he wants to fukk...its a look he gives whenever he sees me....same look I give him and we understand and its over....nuttin to be done about it...a small pleasure in my long dayz....talk to him every 1ce in a blue...funny tho cuz whenever he sees me he keeps me grinnin ear to ear...You Are So Fukking Beautiful Yo...So fukkin pretty Oh my gawd *blushes* I can still hear him sayin it the way he did on the phone the other nite..*sighs* does suttin to me like when Mo used to call me and say Hey Miss Lady...lmao omg i feel my face turn red just saying it...speakin of RED ...lmfao RED is ummmm yea Sunday and DAYUMMMMMMMM if u can figure out what I mean by that I'll give u a cookie ...lmfao...ok now I am really bein a fool...til later lovies....*smootches*
Posted at 11:21 am by Tejor
