Hmmmz...so my weekend was kewl...Went to a NETS game and they had a lil old school hip hop concert afterwards...I felt MAD old yo ...every1 around me was like umm 25 and under cept this 1 dude he was rocking it....I may put that clip up later...he was funny as shyt....ok so a perfect cap to the evening would have been Dojo's and Sue's ....but nah...came home and slept like my life depended on it....Had some drama with this BK nukka and...ugh...ok so I guess we KEWL again..wtfever that means I dunno Imma chill cuz 1 of these nukkas is bound to fukk up sooner than later....RED !!!!! that bytch...ok so I ran the story by a few of my CLOSEST male friends and they all agree I am a jerk....ok so maybe I am but I dun ever ever ever in life want a girlfriend EVERRRRRRRRR....I think I made my point but hangin around actin like a nut wont change shyt.....dayum
Sunday !!!! Yes Yes Yes...so my appt @ Verseman Studios went rather well..personally I HATE taking pics but I tried to sukk it up and be cooperative for J...but then I saw the pics and its OBVIOUS I was struggling...HE was so professional tho...made me feel comfortable...even on the fire escape wit dem dayum heels *rolls eyes* * neck jerk* but we will def do it again...I think I got over my fear of the camera....I will, "Make Love 2 It", as Chi 1ce told me and I still havent figured out HOW to do that shyt....but I be like ...I dunno fukk it ...it aint important...lmao but the pics are good....we did good..we gonna go for the GOLD in shoot #2...Pic to the right is one of the pics we took...I MAY post some more next entry....*yawns* we'll see....
*sighz* I did suttin real stupid friday....I wish u could catch yahoo e-mails b4 they are opened...cuz I feel like such a dork for even ....I dunno man...I dun think people realize when they hurt my feelings just cuz I aint boo hooing dun mean I'm kewl....I dun ALWAYS tell ppl how I feel I cant always articulate and some shyt I just cant even bring myself to say.....I COULD just act hardcore and fukk up a perfectly good possiblilty or for 1ce in life calm the hell down...I live life @ like 90 MPH...thats what Nana told me today....she told me to quit my job...pack up the baby and move in with her....food and shelter are free...Man do u even know how much I miss bein the spoiled brat....dun have to work only do it cuz I WANT 2...who'dathunkit .....eh well shawty is all grown up now wit her own lil shawty....
In every action there's a consequence.....dayum....dayum....maybe If I would have.....instead of....then I'd be with HIM right now *sighz* would I be happy ?! I realized today after a slick azz remark nahh I wouldnt be....I wish someone would stop sellin these corny azz nukkas pipe dreams cuz tellin me u wanna be with me is sooooooooooo lame....just be honest..."Tej...I wanna smash" ...Brutal honesty turns me on..how could it NOT ?! shyt I do it oooooh so well *winkz* Fukk the BS I need a thug nukka make me wanna act like Shorty in the Youngbuck video....shyt put it on me so good make me act like Vivica @ the awards LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ok Im lying now....not even a thug...Just a nukka...thats simply what he is a muhfukkin NUKKA....my muhfukkin Nukka ..dare 2 dream lovelies *smootches*
Posted at 09:32 pm by Tejor
