So ok....So what I was right....and so what I DIDN'T delete his # like I said I would...and so what if he DID call me like I forecasted and when I heard his ringer I thought I was hearin ish....then I heard his voice......the infamous....and yeah I got sukked in...VACCUUM...dayum that relates to a few things hmmz..*mind wanders*....I figured out my issue with shorty doo whop is....I dun like to NOT know where I stand..and I dont talk to him enuff to know...it fukks wit my confidence....and yeah I can admit that.....maybe I am 2 confident wit nukkas sumtimes.....and chics for that matter.....2 much like me....I guess I see how I make people feel...so much I don't say so it leaves you to guess....I always assume the worst because I dont like to be let down and it makes the truth easier to take...then I can't really talk to ANY1 about it cept him and Chi....and to him I dun wanna sound like I am really really trippin...and Chi is so happy....I dun like to sulk to happy people cuz I feel like I bring their mood down and I know she gonna laff at me and show me how this nukka aint worth it and point out what I am really trippin on....k so she is 2 much like my mirror and 2 much like me...cept she dun lie to me to make me feel better....blah blah blah yeah I know...
Hmmmz.....I have a few things to say to and about a certain dude....but I am at work and I am gettin sick of blogging right now....BBL.
til then...*smootches*
Posted at 11:03 am by Tejor
