3.17.2005
Ok so.....I am thinking....don't quote me now...lol...I may bring this blog thingy back...since LJ proved to be too complicated for some people*cough*nocomment*cough*. I don't know if Imma bring back myown site again OR just maintain this 1 as well as LJ...since certain bugaboos got the boot sooooooooo I shall be around .....
*smootches*
Posted at 01:57 pm by Tejor
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2.3.2005
ATTENTION ATTENTION !!!!!
Ummmm...Imma say this shyt 1 time and 1 time only.....DO NOT...I REPEAT DO NOT !!!!! come on my blog ...MY blog and tag about sum BS when #1 YOU DONT KNOW ME...and #2 I DUN GIVE 2 SHYTS ABOUT U.....Drew is a friend of MINE....I repeat MINE...If someone got their heart broken or he ate someone else out and not you...Boo hoo...CRY ME A RIVER BUILD A BRIDGE AND GET OVER IT ...that would be my advice to you.....
I am not interested in what u think...I dun need to ask Jane...Jill and Jennifer what HE did to them...it doesnt interest me and y'all dun impress me much...God Bless and Good Nite....
Please Note: I am not a child and I dun play games keep that in mind and keep in moving...smmfh @ jilted women
Posted at 02:26 pm by Tejor
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1.29.2005
Lookie what my Drew Face made me *blows kisses* isnt he the best...I think it's HOT !!! he thinks it's ok...ole modest azz ...smh ..lol but share in my happiness y'all:
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Are you all starting to feel like this is a PBS Art Special ?! I been posting just pics today...But I need to take my mind off the drama...My mom's is at my house again....#'s are being/have been changed...Letting go and gettin away from and dismissing certain people places and things in my life. I realized my tongue has resorted back to the days when ain't nuttin nice..but people can't seem to take it.... The beauty of me is I can be unbiased....friends or not I'm gonna state my opinion whether u agree or not...Friendship is NOT a bunch of people always saying you are right....I am VERY opinionated...DUH !!! have we met Hi...I am Tejor a very opinionated Virgo that will argue you to the core to defend what I believe..Hence bein a Law Major...smh....and I can psychoanalyze the best of em....Duh !!! u do know me right ?! Subliminal ?! I am not....HARSH and RUDE I am not either but I can be and some people only respond to such BS. I TRIED to be nice. I TRIED to curb my tongue bcuz I do not like to HURT people intentionally ...unless u started it....not in my nature.
The NET....the root if the evil...people log on and FORGET who they are when they woke up this morning...I'm TJ 24/7 a lil moodier when I am PMSg but still all me... I respect that about myself I have NEVER, at least not in my opinion, conformed and joined the masses. I love/hate certain people from day to day. Seriously, even my best friends twerk my last nerve and vice versa. The sad part is when you KNOW someone offline and you read their font on certain boards or hear what they say to YOU on the phone it's like at what point do I speak up...or do I even ?! Am I an accomplice ?! Sad...so sad when u realize certain people were NEVER ya friend...they only seek you out bcuz ya IN ....the want NET notariety bcuz sadly in the real world no1 notices them. They blend in with the wallpaper...I guess I dun get it bcuz that has never been my sentence. I've always wanted to be that person that blended ..... I say we switch...maybe we envy each other ..... I guess I just handle my envy in a diff way....it's never a GOOD thing to ALWAYS be ON !!!...lights camera...action......
FADE 2 BLACK
Posted at 02:08 pm by Tejor
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well u guys wanted to see what it looks like...here it goes....LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Posted at 12:39 pm by Tejor
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1.27.2005
"It's Your Job 2 Take This Nut and My Job To Stop You"...suttin along them lines...but y is the shyt in my head and got me feeling like Imma have to show this nukka y my phone stay ringing....LMAO....I feel like ShoNuff...AM I THE BADDEST *DEAD* ok so I am not feeling so girly 2day I am feeling like my normal self....
Y did Mal tell me...You like HIM don't you ?! You have that look on ya face whenever ya texting him on ya phone... I seen it b4....are you scared of him.....I was like HELL YEAH !!!! this fool could be the end all of my sanity.....do u get it ?! I am already crazy and a "GIRL" as if I didnt already know this...I TRIED to tell you all I AM HUMAN !!!!!!!!!!!!! nuttin supernatural...I just have a lil more sense then the average chic...I never try to play the role like I dun have my moments or never feel any tinge of jealousy or anything like that.....SO check it.....we was talkin right.....and I realized suttin..... the green monster is gone....cuz I feel like ummm I am Tej.....I know how I roll...how I am....I am respected and NOT treated like a piece of azz....and I am not ignored...what more can I ask for...and he actually apologized.....so I am like...WHOA ....open ya eyes chica DATS YA BOI .....lmao
I cut my hair...So now I am bald...BALD !!!!!!!!!! I look younger I think to...BUT I hate it...but do I EVER like my hair when I 1st get it done ?! nah...so stop complainin heffa u could be bald AND UGLY.....Yikes !!!! imagine what life would be like if u were ugly your life would sukk...y did my mom tell me that....I was like Huh ?! I am ugly to some people...SO she is like not to people that matter and not to people that are being REAL wit themselves. Ya hips are incredible and ya body is banging...the strength is off the chain and ya ugly where ?! u got a nose like ya father and some seriously brown eyes....I was like umm Mommy...ya freakin me out ...LMAO r u checkin me out yo...it felt good to hear BUT she is my mom and she is SUPPOSED to Gas my head ...right ?!
Lips, face, legs and azz *no comment smiley* not sure what to say to that but thanks ...lmfao......
I am at work....Lil Mal is GREAT...I am GREAT....I need head....bout to make an appt... and I'm out
FOCKER OUT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Posted at 10:47 am by Tejor
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1.21.2005
So ok....So what I was right....and so what I DIDN'T delete his # like I said I would...and so what if he DID call me like I forecasted and when I heard his ringer I thought I was hearin ish....then I heard his voice......the infamous....and yeah I got sukked in...VACCUUM...dayum that relates to a few things hmmz..*mind wanders*....I figured out my issue with shorty doo whop is....I dun like to NOT know where I stand..and I dont talk to him enuff to know...it fukks wit my confidence....and yeah I can admit that.....maybe I am 2 confident wit nukkas sumtimes.....and chics for that matter.....2 much like me....I guess I see how I make people feel...so much I don't say so it leaves you to guess....I always assume the worst because I dont like to be let down and it makes the truth easier to take...then I can't really talk to ANY1 about it cept him and Chi....and to him I dun wanna sound like I am really really trippin...and Chi is so happy....I dun like to sulk to happy people cuz I feel like I bring their mood down and I know she gonna laff at me and show me how this nukka aint worth it and point out what I am really trippin on....k so she is 2 much like my mirror and 2 much like me...cept she dun lie to me to make me feel better....blah blah blah yeah I know...
Hmmmz.....I have a few things to say to and about a certain dude....but I am at work and I am gettin sick of blogging right now....BBL.
til then...*smootches*
Posted at 11:03 am by Tejor
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1.18.2005
Ok it's cold as shyt...I'm tired as hell and my hair is doing this deep wave shyt and it's ANNOYING.....shyt won't go str8 and it was 2 cold to wash the shyt this morning.....Brrrrrrrrrr *shivers* and it's cold as hell in here 2day.....if my sister would not have come home @ 6:30 this morning and woke me up I'd prolly still be in bed.....complain ..complain....*vulgar word*...complain....I am just sooooooooo not in the mood for any of this BS. I need to sleep more.... stress less....I need to move but y I am procrastinating is beyond me *shrugs* maybe it's the whole pack and move and pack up a U-Haul that I dred...ugh....
Just ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...I need to win the lotto 2nite cuz FLORIDA is calling me right now .....
Not much else to say cept to cmplain some more.... so I'm out.....1
Posted at 09:14 am by Tejor
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1.17.2005
All Imma say is THANK YOU LAWD !!!! cuz *whew* I was bout to have to splain myself and ummm I wasnt ready to have to tell any1 that shyt.
I had a GREAT weekend...Etoile being a waste of money aside...Candy and Litsa came up again and we went clubbing....had a chill azz time...I feel old tho cuz my azz was beat after club #1....It was JUSE's bday and oh lawd was the JUSE LOOSE ..smh I swear spaniards cant drink for shyt...lmfaoooooo j/p. I was a lil .....just a tad bit tipsy...I knew suttin was wrong wit me when Doo Doo Brown came on and I was dancing like it was the new hot shyt...lawd help me. I was sposed to take Lil Mal to the hotel but my azz crashed I was so dayum burnt out...I woke up I had 5 missed calls I dunno how many VMs mind u I aint even ck em yet cuz I have 2 many...and Im not ..well wasnt focused...
The BS.....ok so I was all pumped to call this dude and tell him what I been thinkin lately....then I took a minute drank some water and REALLY REALLY thought about what I was feeling.... The RAGE I felt that prompted some of my actions is gone...it's like suttin in me died when I was told sum ish about what happened way back when.... that incident which changed the course of my life and my mind frame. I felt myself wanting to cry ..maybe it was the PMS....but I just thought to myself, "Y the fukk do I still even care ?!" good question.... but what died in me was respect...its that the initial reaction just had me sittin there like Nukka who is u talkin to....then about an hour later he apologizes...and I am sittin here like y wasnt the 1st thing u said to me when I came to you ?! .... back to the dude in sentence #1 of this paragraph...lmfao...yeah yeah I know ya lost....BUT...I decided NOT to call dude and tell him how I was feeling this week bcuz I felt like I was gonna come off like a deranged looney toon and I didnt have an explanation...I mean I havent seen him in like...yeah that long...lmao...and when I did see him I couldnt really say anything.....*sighz* I swear my dilemmas....but I decided not 2 say ish and delete his # out my phone cuz just ugh....I dun like how he makes me feel sometimes.... and it's not even him it's me.... it's just...I cant even explain....well I guess the best way is...I know how I like shyt to go....shyt Imma Virgo I always have a plan...and THIS is not goin how I want it to go....or didnt go how I wanted it to go......I know he has shyt on his plate...but at the risk of turnin in2 suttin I dun wanna become he needs to not be seen like that...feel me ?! I doubt he even notices...and I wont call cuz when I DO talk to him I feel like I am in a vaccuum I get SUCKED in ....I start wantin shyt I dun need to want...and fiending and feelin like a gyrl and wantin to.....ughhhhhhhhhh I dun like it at all....so yeah I closed that chapter and bound the book it's a wrap.... I dunno y but I always seem to need closure in my relationships.....yes even the booty calls ....LMFAOOOOOOO ok I kill me...then I'll talk to him this week and 4get everything I am saying right now.... wtf ?!?!?! *deletes AIM list...yahoo list...and e-mail contacts* the madness MUST end b4 I start doin typical chic shyt and NONE of us want that *smirk*
Litsa, Me and Candy @ NV
Til later lovelies..........*smootches*
Posted at 07:23 pm by Tejor
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1.12.2005
Errr please REMIND ME that certain people I can't be ME with I must WATCH what I say as to not have any misfukkinunderstandings....Someone asked me a question about HIM and I am asking myself the same shyt right now....Like...if u switch up...how r u REALLY ?! ....scares me to think...scares me just as much as .........*ASSHOLE COMMENT* umm Imma STOP now...k thnkz ...just GRRRRRRRRRR UGHHHHHHHHHH Y ?! blah
Posted at 09:51 am by Tejor
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12.28.2004
Didn't Know You Could Sing Gurllll......
Baby I'll be
Sitting here waiting on you to come home again
I won't leave
Promise I'll be here to the very end
By your side
To protect you and to love you and to be with you for life
Come on home to me Charlene
Still a little under the weather getting better tho...appetite SUKKS AZZ...it's all good tho...got New Years plans...but I am thinkin about reneging cuz I dun really feel like being bothered...but I feel like Imma be forced to participate and smile...ugh...going to Times Square is so overrated ...maybe cuz I live here in NY....but it's cold...the cops block off the frickin streets and people are crazy....which means Imma have to be in the city by like 7 or 8 pm or b4 the cut the streets off so we can't even walk down 1/2 the blocks..I dun feel like driving...blah blah blah...ok I am complaining 2 much....I need to be put out of my misery....Brooklyn...not even bringing a smile to my face anymore....I am tired of people asking me what is wrong with me...I AM SICK....the funny thing about being sick is it effects everything ..Mood...Frame Of Mind....Perspective...Taste Buds....the only thing entertaining me at this point is G...thanks babez ..gotta love him...just igg 1/2 the ish he says and u will be fine ..LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOO nah just playing....but he does make me think about alot of things and I appreciate that...my brain needed a mental workout *wipes sweat from brow* til later lovlies *smootches*
Posted at 10:03 am by Tejor
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